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| It's exactly like the painting. Whenever I see it, I can't imagine any sound... I imagine it as one of those nightmares where you try to scream, and no sound comes out... |
AAARRRGGGGHHHHH!!!!! I don't know what to do!!!
For the first time, I think I have a glimpse into the mind of someone who cuts themselves to feel something. I'm not saying I'm going to do that, I'm definitely not. But I just can't describe how this feels.
Therapy is still 5 days away...I'd schedule an extra session, but they're not free. *sigh*
I'm really appreciating anyone out there who is praying for me right now. And for Aaron...I hate to put him through all my angst, even if he is incredibly understanding and supportive.
I know that feeling. Reading or a movie sometimes helps. I think my favorite method of getting rid of that, right now, is going for a drive and once I get on the expressway, rolling up the windows and screaming as loud as I can just to get it out.
ReplyDeleteI know what you mean about the cutting - too much. It's that feeling when you have so many emotions running through you, and you can't control your hands. It's awful.
Oh hun! I am so sorry to hear about what you are going through.....hugs!!!!!!!
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