I just finished my homework for the week for one of my three classes. I made an effort to turn the TV off, place some music, and not move my butt from this seat.
You know how they say "Time flies when you're having fun?" Well it turns out the opposite is also true. I mean, everyone knows that, but sometimes it is especially obvious. I turned in my homework and decided to take a short break before staring on my next class. I looked at the clock to see how long the whole thing took me and it was ONLY 2 HOURS. I really don't know how that was possible. I actually had tears streaming down my face at one point because I didn't want to do it. It's just so frustrating! I feel like it is unacceptable to be struggling with this. I know that's illogical and just doesn't work. I can't force myself to be something I'm not. But I can find a way to work on it and work through it. I'm getting there...
The whole thing was incredibly exhausting. I can't even begin to tell you how much effort it takes for me to focus, especially on something that feels so tedious.
But it's done. Now I'm going to get up and stretch, follow-up on a couple other things, and get back at it.
Wish me luck!!
Rachel
I have a present for you. I didn't have any wrapping paper, though, so I just blogged about it instead ;)
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