I have a problem. I have trouble being happy and staying happy. I am so used to something being wrong, that I don't know how to just be happy. When you're used to being unhappy that long, it's a touch habit to break. It becomes a state of mind and I want to kick it to the curb!
We've been back from our honeymoon for almost a week now. I've been over emotional the whole time. I've felt angsty and malcontent. Nothing is really wrong, so I find something to be unhappy about. Sometimes that means crying over fictional characters on TV, sometimes it's because I'm feeling selfish and want Studdly Hubby to drop everything every time I want to be held or need excessive attention.
My life is good. I have a whole heck of a lot going right. Things are looking up in most aspects. It's such a foreign concept for me to actually be in this place in my life, even though it's been the goal all along.
Has anyone else felt this way? What do you do about it? It is incredibly frustrating!
Rachel
I have felt this way too. I think over time it eventually goes away. Recongnizing what is happening is the first step, in the begining I never realized that I created "drama" or problems for myself. Once I realized what I was doing it was easier to stop myself from doing it. I can't say that it is totally gone but I put forth an effort for my life to be more calm and drama free. Oh and I try to stay away from things that cause me problems :)
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